Bittersweet Life...

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

finally time to update.

todae was great... sch was orite.. cabut workshop an hr earlier.. told the teacher tt we gotta leave early for NDOC. National Day Observancy Ceremony. met up with din for lunch... peeps like al, shahidah and her fren joined zeeq, me and din soon after tt... bla bla bla... got ready for the ceremony... changed into full u. wenta the stadium. guest of honour was mdm halimah sth... anyway, the GOH consisted of various UG- NPCC,NCC, DNS, Scouts... it was fun la actually... since din was there. crackin me up to the max non stop... and! i met and saw those guys frm business block with gorgeous hair again... wee~... i loike. the celebrations were dead... the song leaders were pathetic, performances were mundane. din and i had loads of criticism abt the performers.. haha... kekek giler seh... the whole ceremony was crappy... honestly, the plannin at a sec sch is waayy better..

on mon, my hair was in a mess...it kembang-ed back again... and i cant make it stay down... tried to use the straightening cream... tapi tak menjadi... i got to noe tt i failed my eng drawing. yes, i failed my first eng drawin term test. didnt show my upset-ness... or my dissappointmt...

in fact, i was devasted... i was terrified, thinkin abt the future tests tt ill be sittin for... will i still fail? can i even get thru this module...? i really dun wanna repeat.. i wanna pass... but it seems so hard for me... haiz... the lecturer even held me back after class on tues to talk to me... i was like, woaahh... how serious can this get. a lecturer talkin to me abt my studies in the first week of a new term. how demoralising... i noe i can do it... i juz need more confidence... ritee?

i keep gettin bullied lately.. hmphh... irritating.. but it's all for the fun of it... but, let's see if the boys noe their limits... =)

latest update: i have a new nick... nurul a.k.a frizzylady a.k.a einstein's wife a.k.a mrs einstein... muahaha...

my cash is runnin away frm me... fast. i have no idea where the money went to...

i was like abt to go on a food binge on tues, after the lecturer talked to me... i was feelin desperate and fhug up... damn, for the first time, i really felt stressed, pressured... scared. but then, i could go on a binge, coz i onli had 5 sth bucks left.. sad...

my taggie's up again.... so, hello all!

phreak: yeah.. i do. y?
zizi: haha... tt's up to you girl.
so?: yeah.. let's meet up at siglap on ntnl dae.. cant wait..

Smashed into pieces at 8/03/2005 09:18:00 PM